i've gotten this familiar feeling in the pit of my stomach over the last few days. that, "there's something wrong, i just know it," feeling. is it a new stress or an old one coming to the surface? or....a combination of both, the worst case scenario?
i fear it's the worst of both worlds. its going to be a long talk with the good dr., and a lot of work on my own. and a lot of apologizing to my family for things that i've been doing. i can't go into specifics, but all i can say is that things have been up and down, much like a roller coaster on steroids lately. and that has to stop. too much nonsense from me, causing too much stress for me and hubby. time to dial it down. i know that these amps go to 11, but i think 5 or 6 is just dandy. dial it down, already! and maybe, just maybe sleep will come. on its own. and that would be a very welcome change.
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